Fuck.. am reading Samantha's blog and all her comments bout him. Can cry man.. Sound sooo similar. Which was what Jaime was telling me. Maybe I should just keep this blog to myself. Can say watever freakin things i want w/o censorship.

Wanna cry.. How come so many pple love you so much but u keep pushing them away? Why do u always have tons of excuses/justifications/reasons? Have I forgotten how to listen? In my determination that I not lose in our battle of wills i think I lost myself again. I used to be able to listen to pple, console them and understand. Now i'm becoming more and more opinionated. Howhowhow like that?

I guess Dubai contributed to part of it. If you don't speak up pple think u're a pushover. They think u're just that quiet little Asian they can bully. So i learnt to stand up to pple, insist that i'm right when i KNOW i am. But like he always says to me there're more than 1 way of looking at/doing things. And i agree. So who's right??

*Confused* Just like that movie we watched at Tiong Bahru Plaza. "From the bottom i look up and it looks like you're trying to throw him overboard. But from the top i look down it looks like you're trying to save him."

Argghhhhh life and homosapiens

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...