Something's bugging me but I don't know what. Or maybe I just don't know exactly. You know how sometimes you sit then feel like standing. But when you stand you feel you should sit. Haha literally zuo4 li4 nan2 an1. Walk into the kitchen looking for something to munch. Find something I like then realise not very hungry plus need to lose weight. It's like everything has gone out of sync. Side track a bit.. Did you know that in a roomful of pendulums, you can 'activate' them at different times, different positions but after a while they will all synchronize? Sometimes I wish life was like that. That after a while things will fall in place. Or at least you know for a fact that they will.

Was watching Triumph in the Skies. Then saw Lee Hwa Destinee advertisement. Dunno why tears just started rolling. Very silly right? Then i thought about how we went to the branch at Harbourfront. I even tried on the rings. He made me walk away for a few mins so he can talk to the lady etc. And he asked the lady to search for diamonds of certain specifications and to give him a call when they do. But I also know that I'm not the only one he went with. Have you ever seen this Taiwanese variety show whereby they gave the celebrities 10sec to start crying? Yeah think I can qualify haha.

Went for UA's medical today. When I was filling in the questionnaire about past medical history, I realised I acquired so many things over 2 years plus. Do you have trouble sleeping? *check* Have you ever seen a doctor regarding migraines or headaches? *check* Have you ever had cramps in your legs? *check* Do you have irregular periods? *check* Have you ever seen a doctor regarding psychological problems? *Hmmmm* Have you ever had an x-ray apart from pre-employment checkups? *HMMMMMMM* Cannot remember the other questions already. Bout 60+ in all. Ah sigh..

Did you know that I always take a long time for blood tests? Yeah.. cos always cannot find the vein or it collapsed. My worst experience was when this nurse made me work my left hand 3 times before she poked the needle. Then 3 seconds later oopsie vein collapsed. Try again.. Cannot again. Change hand. Ended up with 2 plasters on both hands. Looked so dumbo haha.

This doc kept emphasizing that I have low blood pressure. Yeah yeah all the docs tell me. I still remember the time in TJ when we went for OBS. Yeah i fainted at the old rock climbing wall. So embarassing.. They actually rushed me to hospital and refused to let me back again. I had to beg and beg and convince them I'm okie. Sighz.. Am a bit worried. How?

Yes Dr Thian I know what you'll say and yes I'll do it. =) By the way you were saying the last few songs not nice? Okie lah.. My Rest sounds good after a few times. Suits the sanity-challenged one. =) Have a wonderful and blessed weekend!

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...