Met him. Same shit and nonsense. Numb. Upset? Nope. Pretty good then. Let's look at the MO:

1) I wanna hold your hand blahblah
2) Please don't say no to me
3) I've never wanted to be with someone so much
4) Yes am still with her but it's not the same

Interlude: Soft-heartedness sets in

5) I do wanna be with you still BUT
6) Too much insecurity between us.
7) We can't communicate
8) We quarrel too much
9) I need time. You want you wait for me.
10) If you don't wanna give in no one can force you to do anything you don't want to.

*Yawn* Predictable. WTF man. He actually told me: Just when I was considering getting back together with you then you come and gimme nonsense again. Me: Excuse me.. YOU wanna get back together doesn't mean I want to. (Next time sure kena fucked on this) Yay~! Someone tell me "YOU GO GIRLLL!" quick! Hahaha..

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Morning.Ringring.Hallo,i'mlatealreadytalktoyoulater. *Hangs up phone on him* Callback.Ringring.Yahsorriewaslate.Wat'sup? Ohiwantedtogosendyoubutiwokeuplate. *What's new*

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*Jumps with joy* Yeah! yeahyeahyeah!!! Thank you Abba *muakz*

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...