Okiepoks.. Time to reveal what's made me so happy the past 2 weeks. SQ called today, offered me to start training 1st Feb. Yeah so I've decided to accept that and not go Chicago already. Prolly will sign the contract sometime next week. =o)

Having mixed feelings actually. I don't doubt I will adapt in UA (if i survive the cold in Chicago!) but am a bit apprehensive about SQ. Must be humble and mind my Ps&Qs again. A bit difficult. =p Looking back I think I tried about 4 or 5 times for SQ u know! Each time I would swear not to try again cos it's so damaging to my self-esteem haha.

Let's see.. 1st time was before we grad, 2nd was when I was still in Silkair and then they rejected, 3rd when Colin made me try, 4th when Angel accompanied, yeah tis the 5th. Oh well.. Think I groused to some before. I'm not even those girls who would die to be a Spore Gal, I don't particularly like the uniform (I feel Silkair's more comfy haha). So yeah it all boils down to money.

Hopefully everything goes smoothly from now onwards. Oh yes did i mention I would have to cancel my driving test then? Oh shucks.. gotta forfeit the money and wait for a new date. Argh.. Need to cancel all my future lessons too. Sigh.. Seems not fated to get that darn license. My FTT will expire in March somemore.. *headache*

Now I need to lose weight. Fast.

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...