Haven't blogged for some time. There's the CNY gathering at Callie's, nights at Zouk/Phuture, movies and stuff but I am really mad now. Mad enough to cry. As usual, no surprises who it's bout.

Sister u wanted to see the Vday flowers? Something's knnb wrong with the uploading function but.. The flowers are freaking, fucking, cheeckencheesepie-ing the same!! I sent him an sms to get the hell out of my life cos I've had enough of his lies, half-truths and excuses. The reply was a curt 'Ok.' Nehbu!!! I don't even get to give him a piece of my mind.

I'm so tmd freaking mad can?? It's not that I didn't expect this. But to have it smack in your face? I don't think so. And all the LIES that came with and after it.

BURN IN HELL!!

I'm such a dumbass. Fucking dumbass.

I despise myself.

PUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Cheechee's Musings






Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...