Melody commented that I'm damn fickle-minded today. That from a person who's seen/known/talked to me less than a total of 24 hrs lor! And this is reflected again through my maggi mee failure.

Well yest i purposely went to play mahjong cos don't wanna eat maggi mee. He called and asked if I am seeing anyone and I asked y? He said so he knows where he stands and how to react. I was like ermmm you don't have the right nor are you in any position to ask me that or make any comments like what you said.

And thereafter, as usual the argument escalated. I seriously don't know why I still entertain him? And why I got so pissed off at things he's accusing me of until my tears just flew out? Just kept quiet the entire time he was blarrrrrrrring at me.

Today met up. Had a nice talk. Surprisingly. And it reminded me so much of the happier times. That's when he confessed that he and his girl had a huge fight and alomst broke up. Apparantly she asked him to pick up his stuff from her house. (U believe? I don't)

Anyway now he just asked me if it's weird for him to send bak kwa over to my place for my mom. I was very surprised. And touched. But then again.. it ain't a fact till it happens right? As usual say say only prolly.

M.U.S.T R.E.M.A.I.N L.O.G.I.C.A.L

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Cheechee's Musings






Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...