Have I ever told you I never had someone to celebrate V Day with? Or rather someone that I really wanted to spend it with. Inevitably on V-Day I'm single. Or, if i'm attached we're going through a cold period.

Apparantly he didn't go to work today cos still nursing a fever. I msged countless are-you-okays and the answer was always dismissive. Anyway.. I dunno why he said 'fuck' when I told him had my lunch already. He picked me up from work and presented me with his 1st ever bouquet of flowers to me.

Well.. don't really know how to react but yeah. It's a nice bouquest.. Looks expensive. There was this yellow lily thingy with lotsa fillers and white roses, wrapped with nice wrappers and velvet! Really nice and expensive looking. Well I don't know if it was the only bouquet he bought though.

Oh well shall not think anymore. We didn't have a nice dinner (cos he said he doesn't feel up to it and we'll make it up another day - we never seem to always), just had fish porridge at Pasir Ris then he said he has to go back to school to study. What can I say? Should be good enough he came to pick me and had some food.

Whatever will be will be.

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...