Sianz.. eve of exam. 4 papers tmrw, totally no confidence and here I am, chatting, blogging, trying to book BBQ pit online.

I am hopeless.

People keep saying I'll be fine cos i'm experienced etc. But no amount of experience can help you squirm your way through this thing called Product Knowledge! Oh well.. Think i'm damn sian cos the teaching methodology is kinda weird. It's not like how we usually study i guess.

In the past I'd always skip lessons and just study the notes OR pay attention in class and remember salient facts (yes that was a long time ago). But now? Well the notes are horribly arranged with contradictory information plus our trainers choose to confuse us further by giving different explanations and definitions. WTH..

Don't want me to pass also don't need to do it so obviously right. =o(

Back to cramming in another 60% worth of useless information which i'm very sure will be forgotten by this time tmrw. Ciao!!

Shall I put up my pic to scare? Haha


Toyota MR Spyder - ON HOLD
Driving license - FAILED! =(
Diving license
Visit bro in Tokyo
Beach holiday (Bali/Phuket)
Orlando Disney
LD package
Zoom!
New wardrobe
Lose 3 kg
Dog
New sport (wakeboard/sailing)
Jap goodies - GOT THEM! Thankies bro!

Are we only allowed 3?? =p


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Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
Carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...